I wish I could shine but the light is dual.

Every time I am on the bus, train, walking about the city I cant help but think about how I am surrounded by SO many people and yet have very few friends. This makes me sad and burden because it has been two and a half years of continuing to try and connect but nothing is happening. I want friends. I want somebody to love!

Its difficult to be alone. Its over rated to have solitude.

All I can do is wait for friends to come around. I am trying and I will continue to try out here for friends. People I could relate to. Its just a difficult moment.

Pray with me for friendship.