Dear friends and family,

I am excited to say that today I am going to go horse back riding today!

Yesterday, I had a great time playing Halo with a few people. I was the worst player in the Halo battles, the guys and gal would come from no where, shoot me, then taunt me. I asked the group do they fight and get flustered with each other, one guy told me "No, we have good sportsmanship so we hardly ever fight". Right after he said that his brother looked at me then made this comment following his brothers "Ya, we only fight over who gets the kill." I shook to my knees and laughed.

I went for a run yesterday, I was huffing and buffing because the altitude.

In the middle of my day I went to meet a woman named Shelly and a man named Justin. They are followers of Jesus and love to counsel and pray for people. We sat in 5 hours of counseling and prayer, it was a good time. God spoke so much to me, not through them but to me.

I have never understood identity being in our spirit and not our carnage. Our carnage has some things of our identity but our spirit is also our identity. My identity is in Christ, my spirit is in Jesus. Shelly and Justin were speaking to my spirit scripture and I could feel my spirit react to the scriptures spoken. I have always been afraid to say I am perfect in Christ, my Dad would tell me everything I need is already in me because of Jesus' Spirit living in me, I never understood this so I never accepted the idea but yesterday I finally had the eyes to see what was spoken to me many times in the past. I was able to see Gods spirit rest upon me, rest within me! I was perfect because of Christ Jesus.

We prayed and talked to each other for hours and spoke life.

I am free from baggage I had carried for years in me that I never knew of. There where small memories I held embarrassment, fear, shame in, then Abba spoke to me in all these memories he had joy over me. I could see Abba crying because of the joy he felt over me. He told me he had pleasure over me in these memories that hurt me. I came to him, walked into a embrace from Abba. It was such a comfort to me that God did not judge me as gross, weird, or a freak, all he had for me was love.

After these five hours of counsel and prayer I did not feel a need to evangelize, to preach a sermon. I had a need to play, enjoy life with people of whatever belief and love. I wanted to be with people. I did afterward.

It was a wonderful time to pray and chat with Shelly and Justin. God had blessed me with meeting these two wonderful people.

Thanks for reading. Love you all