I have been stepping down from "leadership", "ministry" recently because God has been doing works in my heart of redemption. I am not struggling but finding myself in areas of belief that I never knew I believed in or wanted to acknowledge my belief in. I'm learning and maturing. Its a great progress and not in vain but in glorification of our God, Jesus Christ. I am not perfect but God is good and perfect. I love him and am being LOVED by Him.

I have been realizing I came here to build giants here in Boston but now I see God is building the giant in me first to build up others. Its a hurtful, sweet, fun process and it will last a life time. For now my influence is not much but its okay. God will get the glory of it all in the end and that is my purpose and joy.

To the love of God forever and ever. Amen.